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Saturday 3 April 2021

Six Months

 Six Months to the date - 3rd

Six Months to the day - Saturday

Six Months of loss, pain, tears, need I go on.


Six Months of fighting HSBC to obtain access to my money

I am really trying to go forward.

I keep hitting hard patches and want him here 

To help me out

To sort it out

To do it for me 'cos I can't


I didn't know it was going to be like this.  When we spoke of being the one left behind, which we did often, we saw only the greenness

We would have all the room in the bed . . . . . .the big empty bed

We would have all the quilt . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . on the big empty bed

We would eat what we wanted . . . .  . . . . . . .  even though it has no taste

We would get up when we wanted  . . . . . . . . .but what for

What fun we would have

On our own

BUT

It's not like that at all

It's not like that at all

I know that life goes on

I am trying to embrace it

Trying to remember I am very Blessed, I have so much . . . .

and Jesus loves me


Why? I don't know

2 comments:

  1. I am so very sad that it has been so hard for you and hope that the burden will lighten again.

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  2. Thank you for being so honest about your feelings, we talk about being left too, but the reality is so awful. I hope things will ease for you sooner rather than later. My brother is facing the loss of his wife, in her mind at present though. At 85 he's finding it so difficult. My thoughts and prayers go out to you.
    Faith xx

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